Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Restless in the Night

I've been attempting to fall asleep for the past 45 minutes or so, extremely unsuccessfully I might add. Then I got to thinking about blogging and how I have neglected my mobile blog for months. Shame on me, but at least my phone is readily accessible at my bedside so I can record my thoughts without going to my computer!

I had a test today and that got me thinking, that test, I believe is the last test I will have in my college career during the semester. I am almost positive that the remaining tests are all finals, which get their own special time after the semester is over. That being said, there are only a few weeks left in this semester and I am very happy about that. I am ready to leave this place and take on the next segment of life. I tend to believe that life gets better as it goes on and anyone who disagrees is probably a negative turd. I'm thrilled at the prospect of doing something meaningful that lacks homework. I'm also more than ready to leave the routine that has developed over the last few months, one that involves a great deal of stuff that I am far from interested in, but then again I'm strange. In fact, I'm currently in the process of penning a blog post about how I'm so different and why it's do great! So check in on Sycophantic Laughter for that soon.

I'm not quite sure what will happen after graduation. I am jobless and have no immediate plans to go to grad school or do any type of extended learning. Part of me never wants to go to grad school because it seems like just another way for a corporation to suck money out of people, unless you can go for free of course. However, I would not be able to go for free because I'm behind the curve, as someone once told me. I'm not worried, though, at least not yet. I do know sone undeserving clowns that have garnered jobs already, but there's no sense in getting bitter over that. Instead I would like to focus on the positive things in my life right now.

The sheer fact that I can blog on my phone is extraordinary. I really enjoy blogging because I can let out what's on my mind. Now that I have a relatively steady blog in Sycophantic Laughter that I have been posting to for over a year now, I find it quite enjoyable to go back and look at the posts I have put up. It's almost like a journal of my life because it allows me to remember certain thing that happened and how I was feeling at the time. These types of thoughts have made me wonder, particularly about that question posed to all of is when we are younger. This question is made reference to in the movie Office Space, which is an absolute must see. I guess it's actually not a question, but rather an idea to get you thinking. A career generating tool that has you think about what you would do for free and whatever your answer is describes what you should do for your career. Well, I write for free and enjoy it. However I did not decide to major in English or anything of the sort because I don't enjoy people criticizing my writing technique. As far as I'm concerned, there's nothing wrong with it. Everyone has their own unique writing style and who's to judge whether it's right or wrong? We could all learn something from Dr. K about not using shit verbs, but that's a different story.

I'm going to get back to attempting to fall asleep, but this is reassurance that this mobile blog is not dead, so don't stick a fork in it.